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A new blog.
I wanted to vlog. But with my current situation, i dont think that it is possible. Not yet.
Currently, i feel so overwhelmed with sadness and negativity and feeling like couldnt go on anymore with him. I never thought that this could ever happen. Not in a million years before we got married. After we got married, its a different story altogether.
Right now, feeling so helpless it made me wanna write a terrible song and sing it with my not so terrible but im sure i will make it terrible by singing while im cyring.
Why. Why is it so hard to say beautiful things, wonderful things, things that will make people happy and satisfied. Why do you have to go out of your way to say things that definitely crushed me.
I never dream of moon and stars and unicorns only. I know marriage is not easy. But damn i never thought it would be hell. Im feeling like i lost any trust in marriage. Its all a lie.
Lie.
I wanted to vlog. But with my current situation, i dont think that it is possible. Not yet.
Currently, i feel so overwhelmed with sadness and negativity and feeling like couldnt go on anymore with him. I never thought that this could ever happen. Not in a million years before we got married. After we got married, its a different story altogether.
Right now, feeling so helpless it made me wanna write a terrible song and sing it with my not so terrible but im sure i will make it terrible by singing while im cyring.
Why. Why is it so hard to say beautiful things, wonderful things, things that will make people happy and satisfied. Why do you have to go out of your way to say things that definitely crushed me.
I never dream of moon and stars and unicorns only. I know marriage is not easy. But damn i never thought it would be hell. Im feeling like i lost any trust in marriage. Its all a lie.
Lie.
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